Thursday, October 27, 2005
sian sian sian ...
had art almost e whole day ...
tmr gt no sch ... gd ...
ppl will change ...
you were jux like 2 diff person ...
i cant be bothered anymore ...
we arnt close nemore ...
so its like wateva ...
y cant i do wad i like ...
i cant dye hair ...
cant go church ...
cant have a ear hole ...
still gt wad ...
as usual ...
life sucks n is always
meaningless ...
SazE
life sucks
stan @ 9:59 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005
hehs ... bored ...
todae was a bored bored dae ...
k ... went sci centre todae ...
crap la ... jux like walking abt la ...
then look at all those sci stuff ...
how interesting rite ...
then go bk sch got our report book ...
i went E3/2 ...
okay la ... nt rilly disappointed tt i din get
into E3/1 ...
competition also nt so great in 3/2 ...
at least all e bad ppl nt in 3/2 ...
u shd noe in wad class la hor ...
dun need me exxagerate rite ...
i tink i wld be kanna sack tmr ...
hai ... tmr tually wannna late one lor ...
then tt goh soon hua wanna see mie tmr morning during eril ...
waste my time ... hai ...
i also dunno if sacking a not la ...
hai ... rilly veh sian one lei ...
had been so down these few days ...
hai ... cant be b0thered la ...
holi wun be so stressful ... hai ...
SazE
is there retribution
stan @ 9:56 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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hehs ... bored ...
todae was a bored bored dae ...
k ... went sci centre todae ...
crap la ... jux like walking abt la ...
then look at all those sci stuff ...
how interesting rite ...
then go bk sch got our report book ...
i went E3/2 ...
okay la ... nt rilly disappointed tt i din get
into E3/1 ...
competition also nt so great in 3/2 ...
at least all e bad ppl nt in 3/2 ...
u shd noe in wad class la hor ...
dun need me exxagerate rite ...
i tink i wld be kanna sack tmr ...
hai ... tmr tually wannna late one lor ...
then tt goh soon hua wanna see mie tmr morning during eril ...
waste my time ... hai ...
i also dunno if sacking a not la ...
hai ... rilly veh sian one lei ...
had been so down these few days ...
hai ... cant be b0thered la ...
holi wun be so stressful ... hai ...
SazE
is there retribution
stan @ 9:55 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Monday, October 24, 2005
sian ... din go sch todae ...
if i sae i was sick ... no one wld believe ...
nvm ... i m tually nt sick ...
its raining now ...
i going out le ...
b4 i become all wet ...
SazE
jux in time
stan @ 11:49 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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todae was a bad bad day ...
tually dun wan go sch todae one ...
bt like at hme a bit bored ...
in sch was also bored la ...
stay in e hall almost for e whole day ...
i have been crapping all e while ...
tually todae after sch is gt prefect meeting one ...
i din go bt gt parent letter wad ...
even if i tell them tt , will they believe ?
then e goh soon hua looking for mie at 2pm agn ...
e board also nvr write my name ...
i go for wad ... then e ppl down there give
e comments like i gt owe them nething liddat ...
i seriously have nvr like e board b4 ...
e ppl there rilly suck ...
if they see tis then see lor ...
wan tell then tell all they wan la ...
i rilly dunno if i shd quit a not ...
or jux to bear wit it for like 1 1/2 yrs more ...
i rilly dunno ... arghh ... i need help ...
SazE
have no trust in anyone
stan @ 6:47 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Saturday, October 22, 2005
veh irritated wit this com ...
wadeva las ...
going out soon le ...
is this suppose to be faith ...
y mux i have such rude friends ...
u r tt selfish since e dae i knew u ,
so its alright ...
life has nvr been meaningful ...
SazE
nth
stan @ 5:48 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Friday, October 21, 2005
finally bk ...
morning went for e lame english course tt is
NOT at all fun ...
then it ended at 12 pm ...
so was like go tiong awhile then rush hme ...
went out at 2 plus cox i had to reach holland V at 3 pm ...
then came hme jux onli ...
how sian ... veh tiring sia ...
so mani things to remember n do ...
arghh ... lucky tmr dun need to go ...
SazE
is tt all i wan
stan @ 10:40 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
arghhh ... veh sad ar ...
i m super angry n sad can ...
arghhh ... tt news rilly spoil my dae ...
arghhh ... arghhh ... arghhh ... arghhh ...
tt bad news was tually gt e overall results for e whole year ...
i gt 3rd in class n 21 in level ...
super irritated can ...
no scholar ship liao ...
do u noe its jux like onli a few ranks then
my $50 or $100 wun fly away ...
arghhh ... i noe i veh money face ...
bt is rilly veh wasted lor ...
mux be e art la ... tt stupid cher give so low ...
biased dao sai ar ... newaes its over le la ...
i m now veh worried abt nt getting into chem n physics class nia ...
if i go to tt bio class i sure die veh badly one ...
heck la ... its all over ...
i tink i sound veh proud ...
bt i m jux super pissed la ...
SazE
unable to face e truth
stan @ 10:12 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005
sian sian sian ...
todae was bored la ...
went for art e whole dae ...
go for art is beta than staying in class ...
haha ... yah ... then is like nth much liao ...
basically , its jux all art ...
i dun wanna go bk sch on tis fri ...
9 to 12 lei ... wth ...
a stupid waste of time n effort ...
sia la ... a few more days to holidays ...
sort of looking forward to it ...
tually also quite sian la ...
jux imagine looking & working wit a
dull face person everydae ...
arghh ... cant be bothered la ...
SazE
u light up my life
stan @ 9:19 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005
urghhh ... sian ...
todae is so bored n stressful ...
gt bk all e results except home econs ...
sia la ... all so low ... chinese so far is e highest la ...
its like onli 75 ... wth ...
all e others also veh low la ...
sian ... tmr can finally go for art ...
n tt old hag ... give onli 65 ... wth ...
urghh ... unfair ...
maths i fail lei ...
dunno how to tell my mother ...
" mummy ar , i fail maths lei ... how ar ?"
"mummy ar ... i tell u one thing k ... dun sad ... i fail my maths ... "
urghh ... dun wanna tok abt exam stuff le ...
sian la ... nt going china le ...
expected la ... they alwaysi sae sae nia ...
i also can sae i wanna go to e moon ...
urghhh ... jux hate liars n ppl hu make
EMPTY PROMISES ...
urghhh ... sort of disappointed ...
SazE
disappointments
stan @ 9:55 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Monday, October 17, 2005
hehs ...
finally back ...
k ... todae was such a busy dae ...
morning arranged to play bad wit guo , mitchell & jia yi ...
then we go safra there slack awhile ...
then had to rush to ... from 2 to 5 ... hehs ...
down wanna sae go where ...
neways , now rushing to bukit merah to buy some things ...
how busy ...
i skipped two meals todae ...
how could i ? can ...
dot ... tmr going to e art thing le ...
dun need stay in tt class ...
yesh ... wateva la ...
TT CLASS !!!
my father able to get e leave le ...
maybe able to go ...
hope so ... dunno la ...
still praying ... haha ...
SazE
god bless
stan @ 7:57 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Sunday, October 16, 2005
fcuk la ...
fcuking pissed ...
becox of e fcuking com agn ...
will get high blood n die becox of tis com ...
y mux my mother be so kpo ...
cant stand her la ...
wateva la ...
cant be bothered much abt anything ...
todae freakingly bored ...
came hme afta go for ... in e morning ...
then go east coast eat ...
my mother drive us there ...
sort of learning la ...
then my parents went to my grandmother hse ...
lucky i din go ...
if nt i will rot n decompose there ...
urghhh ...
nth much la ...
going "out" tmr ...
obviously nt town ...
wld be able to avoid la ...
avoid hu ? dunno la ...
wanna go china during december ...
my father asking for leave tmr ...
dunno can a not ...
jux hope tt e leave is allowed ...
will pray for tt ...
nth much le ...
SazE
a plastic in me
stan @ 10:54 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Saturday, October 15, 2005
suck la ... everything suck ...
dunno la ... mux be moodswing agn ...
sian ... bored la ...
went habour front todae ...
sort of eat dinner ...
then go hme ...
sian la ... tmr still had to go ...
stupid la ...
SazE
save mie
stan @ 11:58 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Friday, October 14, 2005
i'm finally back afta few days of "postless"
had home econs yesterdae ...
e exam was rather okay la ...
memorize all e deepavali stuff ...
how wld i noe wad mux i bear in mind when i go their hse ?
i onli know i mux eat n drink ...
n play ... haha ...
had art todae ... was good ...
lol ... i din had time to rest ...
cox i tually went toilet half way to ...
afta sch was like rush immediately to XOBK ...
till 2 pm ... then went to safra there bowled also ...
was damn freaking lucky din see angela they all there ...
super heng ar ... haha ... if nt i will be like err ,,, hi ...
dun tink so ... will siam asap ...
cox i tually tot of tt when we were on our way there ...
dun tell hu lei ...
dot ... yeahs ... was veh lucky ...
then afta tt , my sis fetch mie home ...
tt stupid manager la ...
so irresponsible ... mux change date agn ...
irritating ... nvm ...
i believe u r bk in ur country now ...
u left yesterday morning ...
y din u sms mie to inform mie tt u were leaving ?
i hope tt u will succeed in everything u do ...
if there is rilly fate , i believe we will meet agn ...
will remember u always as a good mate ...
all e best ...
SazE
god bless
stan @ 11:02 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
din blog last few days ... had science n geog ...
finally these 2 tough paper is over ...
still gt home econs ... sian ...
for bio ... i tink i will fail again ...
din learn anything on dna ...
die ... physic n chem still okay ...
geog was okay la ...
tmr is math ... mux revise ltr ...
cox cant study math ...
i jux wanna thank HiM for
wad had happen on sat last week ...
its jux 2 more days away ...
times passes real fast ...
SazE
have trust in HiM
stan @ 12:39 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Friday, October 07, 2005
i like so free to blog everyday ...
lol ... i onli use com every night tually ...
so its like xi guan le ...
its onli 1 hr liddat nia ma ...
lol ... nvm ...
todae was a bit bored ...
but nt tt bored cox tmr is SaT ...
can sleep longer le ...
veh stress over e subject combination thingy ...
nt sure if i shd take e elective bio a not ...
is like gt good n bad points la ...
is scared cannot cope ...
veh confused la ...
maybe cannot even get in also ...
beta dun tink so much la ...
cant believe tt i'm actually going to spend my holiday
SLOGGING ...
neways , i going study now le ...
till 2 to 3 i tink ...
lol ...
SazE
i open up to you
stan @ 11:28 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Thursday, October 06, 2005
urghhh ...
super sian ...
msn gt problem agn ...
todae was bore bored boring ...
sian ... was a little hardworking todae ...
lol ... anyways the sch finally gt triple science ...
nt sure if able to get e elective bio a not ... but will try ...
no harm tually ... still gt some lame ppl wanna take lit for SS ...
how dot dot ... nt my business lor ... tmr is Friday le ... going for ...
lol ... looking a bit forward to it ... lol ... sian ... its 7 days le ... tink she shd ,,,
be prepared le ... cox its like few days left nia ... will she eva come bk ... i dunno ...
hope so ...
lonely days ...
SazE
without your prescence
stan @ 9:54 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Wednesday, October 05, 2005
sian ...
everyday is jux a bad bad day ...
sian sian ...
dun wanna tok abt this boring day ...
did have some peace todae ...
bt sometimes i rilly veh guo fen ...
urghh ...
should n regret for wad i did ...
i hate ppl ...
ppl r e one tt r evil n cruel ...
urghh ...
cant wait for this friday ...
forward time ...
how lame ...
still gt 8 days more ...
i rilly hope tt i would have e time tis sat ...
but i dun tink so ...
jux dun wanna think abt it ...
i cant take it nemore ...
SazE
unwilling to accept the fact
stan @ 9:37 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Tuesday, October 04, 2005
wad a bad bad day ... lol ...
tmr go bk to normal sch time le ...
super sian sia ...
y dun wan tmr exam ...
then can faster start faster end ...
todae had chi P1 & P2 ...
P1 was okay ... crapped a lot ...
si han wrote 3 page lei ...
1st time ...
compo also 3 page la ...
then for P2 was like so mani ppl cheated ...
susan wong la ...
dun even noe how to give paper ...
like e early bird game veh nice liddat ...
how unfair ...
e compre was quite hard la ...
copy paste a lot ... write until hand pain ...
urghhh ... exam faster over can ...
9 more days to go ...
art nt counted la ... lol ...
can u plx have an aim in life ...
aiming 3/4 is real stupid ...
as in 3/4 isnt stupid ... shd aim for e best ...
wan be same class wit "it" ar ?
SazE
give me life
stan @ 8:44 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Monday, October 03, 2005
arghhh ... wad a boring day ...
had eng exam todae ...
everything was okay n i had no comments ...
tmr is chinese ... sian ...
i almost like learn e words until can die liao ...
hope to remember everything tmr ...
its gonna rain now ... lol ...
its good to rain ...
nth le la ... good luck ppl for chi tmr ...
chi is much more better than eng ...
cox i'm chi educated ...
eng is ji tek ji tek one ...
arghhh ...
shall crap no more ...
SazE
sin no more
stan @ 10:36 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Sunday, October 02, 2005
sian ... was a bad bad day ...
tink gonna fall sick ...
tink tmr wld be better ...
tmr is eng exam le ...
start of 1st paper ...
faster end better ...
i quite believe in fate ...
was tt rilly e last time tt i will be seeing u ?
will i ever be able to meet u again ...
i'm nt sure ...
jux hope tt i will be able to find e time to send u off ...
i'm so emotional ...
SazE
god is the way
stan @ 9:55 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Saturday, October 01, 2005
cant wait for exams to end ...
super sian can ...
went plaza sin todae ...
spent quite some money on arcade ...
jux came hme ...
sian ... dun even noe wad can study for eng ...
dun tink stuying for eng ...
will be studying chinese ...
studying is so sian ...
i gotta go study le ...
maybe till 2 or 3 ...
dunno la ...
SazE
believe in god's word
stan @ 11:59 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Hello
Uncle...Bah Chor Mee one. I want chilli plus tur Kwa plus can I watch your
CCTV playback of Jeff Lopez...=D
